I WISH

Sometimes I wish my life was recordable. Do you know why? Only then would you understand how a mess I am when you are not around. If my memories were visible you would loose count of the countless times I think of you. If my wishes came true you would have to be with me each and every day. If  I am not being sincere then this words then dont make sense.

I MISS YOU

You know, those lonely moments when she is far, you sit alone watching that romantic movie. That moment when the 'lovebirds' cuddle n kiss, or that romantic date by the roof top, or may be that super hero kind of romance that gets you thinking. What bad luck for you, she seems never to be around during this moments, and when she is time flies n leaves you with memories. That time when you wake up in the middle of the night, walk out, stare at the sky and blow a kiss in the air saying 'I miss you'

MATCH MAKING

When I decided to fall in love I never planned it to be you. But, who ever plans? Destiny has its own way of match making. And when it gave me such a safe place for me to keep my heart. It wasnt wrong. I wouldn't ask for better coz you are my best

Realization

REALIZATION
I remember when I said
I aint seen no one better
To you it might have been fliter
But then I realized
The problem was with me
Maybe i was looking with my heart
And not my eyes

My heart already belongs to you
So how foolish I was
To expect to see else where
If it were up to my eyes
I would probably run off
To every good thing i see

But luckily enough
My heart is stronger
Somehow it manages
To shut closed my eyes
And remind my mind
I see no one else
And love no one
Else but you

Have a look at my upcoming novel

COUPLING WITH LOVE
By: joshiatez muriush ft. Ken mush

A TEENAGE LOVE STORY

INTRODUCTION

   In life there is always that period that you live never to forget. For the above story love was one thing this guy couldn't and wouldn't forget.
   Join me as I take you through one of the greatest love story of an ordinary teenager in our ordinary world.
    They say love makes you a yes man, makes you weak and a slave. But after it all you look back and realize its all worth it. For most of us high school is the most epic part of our lives we experience tremendous growth both physically and emotionally. For most of our lives this is the know it all stage. Coincidentally, this is where our love story begins.   

                 

    CHAPTER ONE   

HIGH SCHOOL 
        When I joined high school, you would have called me naive. As long as I didn’t hear you.That's besides the point. But one thing that gave me a nightmare of an experience was the treatment. High school was a quiet an experience although somehow I wished it would all come to an end. Fortunately it didn’t without something that would have made the experience worthwhile. If there was ever an event that I looked forward to was going out for school outings. Visiting a girl school made it even more exciting. We used to call them "funkiez" for us this was a time to 'quench our thirst'. Unfortunately not every one could pay for these outings. You then had to wait for the free events such as drama festivals, music festivals and others. I at one time tried my luck with these events. Little did I know that this would be the beginning of a great love story. I remember how it all started.

CHAPTER TWO

THE SCIENCE CONGRESS
   
   "Rise and shine and put those sleepy heads to work boys" shouted the captain in charge of The Science Congress group popularly known to us as "Mchawi" (witch)
   “Direct orders from the patron 'By 8:00am (not earlier not later) each member of the team should be through with preparation. No disappointment whatsoever. The" computer and science labs are open' orders from above"

"Like seriously? She expects us to do that as early as now" I found myself loudly surprised. It was exactly 5 o'clock in the morning. The problem was not the early morning. No. We had preps to attend.
    “She must be kidding" I heard confirmations from several voices.
     My partner and I still had a lot to do. He was the slowest creature I ever met but somehow we could be compared. He could somehow be called the other me on the other side of the mirror. So put the two of us together and you get the picture of quite a team.

  Our patron's expectations were high and we were not to be the ones to disappoint her. No way. We did our best utilizing every minute as if it were our last. By the time for inspection we were more than ready. Having been certified we could hardly wait to get into the school bus. By the time the driver switched on the engine we were already smiling our faces out.
    The journey although short was very long for us. Impatience got the better part of us. We could hardly wait. But finally our hearts would be relieved as we entered the set venue. To our advantage it was going to be a girl school.
    This was a time to tidy the little dust on our shoes and make sure our shirts were well tuck in. Then we were to put our best smiles ready to attract our days catch. But for us this was not going to be the source distraction. Our eyes were fixed on the dream goal. That is to proceed for the next levels of the competition.
   Upon arrival, we had to register our project to our respective category. We were sure to register somewhere in the middle. This gave us time to make some final rehearsals to ensure our efforts would surely not go unrewarded. So we secluded our self from the rest of the contestants. This was not the time to watch others perform although it would have helped to know the mistakes they were making to make sure we did not make the same mistake. We preferred to rehearse to make sure we were not as lousy as most of them were. Some got chills as soon as they set on stage. We had to make sure this did not happen to us. This was not a clever way to tarnish our image leave alone our school’s image.
     So the moment came for us to take on stage and prove to the judges that our project wasn’t just a waste of time.
  “Ladies and gentlemen! Welcome to this years science fair…” my partner introduced then presentation.
   “I am your presenter…….this years science fair aims to enhance the achievement of the vision 2030 and my partner and I believe that our project will assist in the achievement of this national goal…” I continued.
     The presentation having been done we could hardly wait for the outcomes. So, after all the presentations were done with it was time to gather around for the release. At this time every one was keen, hearts were at their highest of beats. Anxiety was in the air. Each and every one’s hopes were very high. At the same time we were nervous we didn’t know what to expect it was evident every one wouldn’t be a winner. (Some of us are born losers while some winners our games teacher used to say)
    So anxiously we waited, an electric bell rang through the air and every one knew it was time.
    “…So good evening you all, first of all I want to congratulate you all for participating in this years science fair…all in all we are all winners…so I will call my colleague Mr. John  to deliver to you the results….”
  There and then butterflies sojourned in me.
   “Almighty God if I ever needed your help it is now…..Lord you know that I have been a good boy and I have done my best…..” I said a short prayer in my heart.
        The result now were being read. Some were already celebrating while others were heart broken. So, patiently although impatiently my partner and I waited. We hoped against hope that our names would be called out.
        Luckily we emerged amongst the top three and coincidentally those that were to proceed were the top three teems in each category. We were officially on the team that would represent the district in the next level of competition. As we went back to school, our shoulders were high. Without doubt we would be the talk of the next day’s school assembly.
  “I can’t wait to shake the hand of the principle… we were born scientists my dear brother” my partner said as we left.
      

  CHAPTER 3

OUR FIRST ENCOUNTER

   Back at school it wasn’t a time to sleep and enjoy our victory at the district level. We were aware that the competition would get more stiffer at the county level.

More of this story yet to come

      

Are we the endangered species?

Am sitted next to this man in a public matatu. The radio is on, there is a certain show going on. One who is supossedly supposed to be looking for a lover is supposed to phone(forgive my twist of language). Then, on air the host asks of his or her traits. And asks for an elligible patner to call up for a hook up. So this lady gets on air. As easily predictable she goes ahead to describe her self. I cant help but smile as she describes herself in a vague manner. For a time I start doubting she will get any lucky. But, who knows? I bet there is a man out there as desperate as she is. On a second thought...maybe not.
So somehow my seat companion notices my smile and doesn't hesitate to start the conversation.
"You people are luky"
"Why?" I ask. His comment completely catches me offguard.
"You know during our time there were not as many girls..."
"...Girls ussually played very hard to get..." he continues. At this point I have no idea what he expects me to comment, so I keep silent.
"But you know the ones that want you arent the ones you want..." I finnaly say not aware if it was the right thing to do.
As I alight at the next stop I leave wondering. Was there a truth in his statement and was there to be more insidences of women looking for men instead of the opposite. May be its true after all...men are an endangered species

What will happen then?

I remember the last time we had a fight. Cant quit even remember the reason we were even fighting in the first place. But, i can remember how mad you were. How you were not willing to listen. 'It's your fault' you kept insisting every time i tried
to make sense. I was fast to claim the blame but, cant promise i will always do. So, am afraid' what will happen when I can no longer swallow my pride? What will happen then?

I LOVE YOU

Lately I told my girlfriend 'I love you' but just a few seconds before i did so. I took the little time to think. Was I even aware of what these three words mean? I love you
And then i realized many times before i wasnt being honest to myself. Particulary when i used this words. Not that i was too young. No. I guess we are so blinded as we grow up particilary the microwave generation
All those soap oprahs we watch as we grow up. The hypocracy from our dear parents who have made sure 'relationships' are only myth to be confirmed otherwise only after school. So, as naive as we get, we  take any chance we get , to pass this magical words to those of the opposite sex. Those we claim to love. But think about it. If at all you took your time to check out the meaning of the three magical words given in the above link. If at all you have used the words or if at all you are planning to use them. Ask yourself one question. Are you doing the weight and meaning of the words justice?

A DREAM COME TRUE

When I lay on my bed
I never planned to see you
But fortunately you were
Like bloom
You brightened my night
Like a dream on christmas eve
I prayed you would come true

I prayed and asked santa
To grant you as my christmas gift
Then my passed flashed my mind
Santa wouldnt be impressed

So i gave up
Never hoped to see you
This to me was like facing death
Never in a million years
But then, like a dream come true
The heavens turned blue
The day i met you

I believe God gave every artist a gift to see things twice how others do. Thats why artists have the ability to draw something from it while writers can write something about it

LOVE MADE ME WHO IAM

Some may say I am too young to talk about love, or even worse claim to have  experienced it. To hell with you! Love is different to each person. Depends on how you view it